The past three months has been an odd one for me in some odd ways, aggressive outburst sad and anger,punching solid walls/trees and staying awake for one night and so on why rather not say but i question why i feel the way i do sometimes, why now i have these types of emotions where in the past i never would have thought to pick up a tree branch bigger then me and throw it out in the river, sometimes i ask myself would i have been just emotionless and jaded if i never join online.

Guess is this a vent thing huh since October is coming,funny that it was a favorite holiday for me but now it's just a painful memory for me.

Been thinking about stuff like why join groups when your not even doing anything,or contributing to it,i don't know but i do know is i'm at least happy but sad at the same time happy to be apart of something and meet new people but sad that i don't have the time to show anything it's a weird dance i'm doing thats not in the same wavelink to the others,but again i'm happy at least.

So discord has showed me about myself that i didn't know some good some......bad...so thats something....i don't know man like i feel sad and hapoy just using that app so i don't know if i should even want to know more about myself,*Sigh* yeah so thatz this whatever.

So this is Newgrounds huh?