The past three months has been an odd one for me in some odd ways, aggressive outburst sad and anger,punching solid walls/trees and staying awake for one night and so on why rather not say but i question why i feel the way i do sometimes, why now i have these types of emotions where in the past i never would have thought to pick up a tree branch bigger then me and throw it out in the river, sometimes i ask myself would i have been just emotionless and jaded if i never join online.